see, i am madly in love with you
i keep thinking about you
and praying that my dream will come true
that still there would be me and you
till the time is through

ikaw pa rin ang nasa aking gunita
sa nalulumbay kong puso’y nagpapasigla
na sa pagbabalik mo ako’y umaasa’t naghahanda
para sa wagas na pag-ibig tayong muling makapaggsimula

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matagal na kitang gustong kalimutan
di mo ba yon alam?
ginagawa ko yon kahit ako’y sobrang nasasaktan…

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sasabihin ko na sana sa iyong paalam
ngunit bakit matatamis na salita’y bigla mong binitawan?
mga binigkas mo’y labis kong pinagkatiwalaan…

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ako’y nabulag sa aking nararamdaman
na ang mga katagang iyon pala’y mga kasinungalingan
bakit gusto ko pa rin iyong paniwalaan?
dahil ba sa puso ko ito’y nagdulot ng pag-asa?

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subalit ako’y napala na
at ang narinig ko’y siyang gagawing tama
mahal mo’y siyang talaga
mga sinabi mo’t pag-ibig sa aki’y biglang nawala
ako nga’y pinaglaruan mo’t pinaasa…

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ngayon isip na ang gagawing giya
at salamat din sa iyo ako’y namulat na
pagiging tanga’y tutuldukan ko na…

pero ako’y patuloy pa ring lumuluha’t umaasa!

my heart’s been drowned with too much pain

my eye’s been dried by an endless tears

this love I felt within is slowly killing me

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i’ve been blind, i’ve been deaf and i’ve been mute

unable to see, to hear, and to speak the truth

“MARTYR” is what they say

but i’m a fool

how could a fool comprehend

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i am completely under your spell

you’re the only truth i know

your image is what i’ve only seen

your voice is what i only hear

and only my love for you is all i can utter

you and only you

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but is it enough

that only me who’s been hurt

that only me who’ve cried

that only me who’s been fooled

and that only me who’s in love

will this be my guide?

would it be my cue?

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would i forget you?

or would i still continue to love you?

why can love makes people dull and blind?

even to those brilliant and intelligent

how come that they can’t see

that they’ve already been hurt and fooled?

why can’t they learn to forget

and find ways to move on?

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why everything is equal in love?

when two people is in love

there’s no rich nor poor, no ugly and beautiful.

why they’re willing to leave everything for love?

why can they accept everything what their love really was?

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why is it that love’s so complicated?

why can’t they have the one they love?

Why would they love someone who’s in love with someone else?

and worst that someone is also in love with another.

why others also can’t be contented with one?

and unluckily the one you love is in love with you and with another one.

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why love needs someone to suffer

though that someone they love seems not worthy for it?

how can they still be glad and smile

seeing the one they love is happy with another one?

why do they undergo such pain

knowing that the one they love doesn’t love them back?

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why love never loses hope?

though the world turns down on them

and people may seem against them,

and even if they’re uncertain of what’s the right thing to do

they still have the love in their heart which they’ll follow.

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what’s good in love?

what can they get from it?

for those lucky enough that they’ve found their right love,

for sure, happiness, contentment, ecstasy and forever.

for those who’s still hoping and dreaming,

illusions of one great love which they want to find or have

and for those who’s unlucky,

heartaches, pain, loneliness, blues, or rather say “a living dead”!

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why would they take the risk on love?

though they’re not sure which story of love they’ll gonna have,

either a fairytale which has a happy ending or a nightmare.

but whatever story they’ll have, the most important thing is that they love

though some has failed and made some mistakes

they’ve learned from it,

they’ve fought for it,

they hope and they still love…

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I AM ONE OF THOSE UNFORTUNATE…

I HAVE LOVED THE WRONG PERSON

WHOM I LOVED MOST AND WHOM I HAVE LOST

I DEED EVERYTHING, AND I FOUGHT FOR MY LOVE

TO WIN BACK WHAT I HAVE LOST

BUT I FAILED…

BUT I NEVER LOSES HOPE

THAT SOMEDAY, SOMEHOW, THAT SOMEONE WOULD FOUND ME…

FOR THE NEXT EPISODE OF MY ONE GREAT ENDLESS LOVE…

AND THAT ALL THIS HEARTACHES I KEPT INSIDE WOULD BE MY GUIDE

i’d been brought here by fate

no signs that guide for me to follow

not even one aglow

dark clouds covering the moon

twinkle of the stars starts to dim and fade

now i’m lost in this cold, gloomy place

i don’t know what will happen to me now

i have nothing, but just the thoughts of you

the hopes, the dreams and the promise we’ve made

is the only strength i have to endure this journey of my life

yes, the journey that leads us apart

the journey that i regret because i have lost you

and now, i would do my best ‘til my very last breath

i’ll struggle to survived in my life’s journey to you

with a hope that the journey that lead us apart

would be the journey that will bind us together to the bliss of forever…

i am here all alone

got nothing to do

so i can’t help not to think of you

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i’m reminiscing the past with delight

recalling yesterday’s when we’re together

holding hands, dancing to the rhythm of our hearts

conveying our love and showing it to the world

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what an exquisite memory to recall

moments that i would surely treasure forever

a time when your love was true

and a moment when I still have you

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stuffs are playing on my mind

a vision of your face in my P.C monitor

my thoughts were pictured in the wall

this is just a dynamic imagination of my desperate mind

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funny to think coz it’s making me crazy

longing for you hopelessly

so obvious that i’m missing you badly

alam kong ikaw ay maligaya

sa piling niya

gusto ko mang ikaw ay agawin

ito’y di ko gagawin

kaligayahan mo’y di ako hahadlang

kahit ako’y nagdaramdam

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mamahalin nalang kita ng lihim

nararamdama’y aking kinikimkim

wag lang sa’yo makarating

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pagkakaibigan nating natira

ayaw kong ito’y mawala

at ang aking mga sinabi

di ko na pweding mabawi

“masaya kong tinatanggap na kayo

na ako’y laging nandito para sa inyo”

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nasasaktan man walang magawa

kun’di ang lihim na lumuha

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mamahalin nalang kita ng lihim

nararamdama’y aking kinikimkim

wag lang sa’yo makarating

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ngayon ako’y walang ibang hiling

ako sana’y muli mong mapansin

at ang ating pag-ibig muling pausbungin

habang ito’y hinihintay

ako’y umaasa at sa iyo’y nangungulila

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mamahalin pa rin kita ng lihim

nararamdamay pilit kong kinikimkim

huwag lang sa’yo makarating

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at sana. . .

puso mo’y tumibok muli para sa akin. . .

nang makilala ka

mundo ko’y nag-iba

di na maipinta

pag sa buhay ko ika’y mawala

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ikaw, tanging ikaw

ang gusto kong matanaw

na sa aki’y nagbibigay tanglaw

sa kaluluwa kong sa dilim ay naliligaw

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ngunit ikaw ngayo’y nasaan?

bakit ika’y biglang nagpaalam?

sa buhay ko ikaw lang ba’y napadaan?

bakit ako’y labis nasaktan sa iyong paglisan?

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wala akong naisip na mali

lahat ginawa para ika’y mapangiti

lahat ginawa para ikaw sa aki’y manatili

ngunit bakit ako ngayo’y sawi?

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mahal pa rin kita

sana ito’y iyong makita

at maramdaman mong ako’y nagdurusa

sa pag-alis mo ako’y patuloy na nangungulila

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sana pagsamo ko’y iyong dinggin

ika’y muling bumalik sa akin

ikaw lang ang aking dalangin

pag-ibig mo’y ialay mo sana sa akin

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ikaw pa rin ang nasa aking gunita

sa nalulumbay kong puso’y nagpapasigla

na sa pagbabalik mo ako’y umaasa’t naghahanda

para sa wagas na pag-ibig tayong muling makapaggsimula